I jus called to check the status of my insurance..it FINALLY went through. (I only reapplied back in APRIL!!)

So, the plan is, get this surgery moving asap!!

YAY!!!
Also, Kati has decided she doesn't want to return to the pain and heartache of the ex. Tho they had a lot of good, there is just too much bad. YAY again!!

Hope everyone is well~

Shawna picked me up before 6 this morning, and we drove out to see the wolves. Neither one of us had had any sleep (me, as I was up with Kati after she and the ex "talked") and SHawna, cuz she met someone last night! :)

When we got there, I asked Kelly what was new, and he said they had lost Thunder. (OH sad day!!) Thunder was the spokesman on their site, as well as being Pat's housepet as a puppy. They also lost Shawnee. SHe was the last of a pen of 3 that have passed over the last few months. They also got a new one--Starlight, and Argos is getting better every day with the people.

We started in pod 5 this time, since we started in 1 last time. (that way if the heat gets to bad, we dont miss the same animals every time), The weather was on our side today, tho. It stayed cloudy and breezy for the whole visit, so we were able to visit with all the puppies. All of them were super happy to see us (mostly it was the cookies we had) :)

Crystal had lost her mate Valley a while back, and Pat and Kelly were going to put her in with BJ..Crystal and one of her sons had other plans tho, and broke his door down, so now Spirit is in with Crystal. I have been going out there for 2 years..and he has NEVER gotten any closer than 5 or 6 feet away..today, he watched his mom come and give us kisses..so he did too!! I was THRILLED!

We worked our way around to all the pens..and when we got to Starlight, we were kinda anxious to see how he took to us. He was real shy at first, then he came right over and let us love on him. We found out later, in talking to Kelly, that Starlight is related to the big fuzzball Mituk. (theres a pic of me hugging him in my pics)

Its amazing how some of the wolves I have spent 2 years sitting with and talking to are finally gettin used to me and letting me touch them. I am STILL waiting for the day Kelly tells me its ok to go in with Tokahei!! I think I will have a heartattack that day!! LOL

All in all it was a fantastic day..No sunburn..lots of puppy loves, and then a wonderful nap! So, if post is kinda rambling, its probably due to me still being half asleep!! :)
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As to the talk Kati had with her ex...he is REALLY trying to convince her that it would work out this time with them.etc. I just keep reminding her of comments shes made to me over the past few weeks..and telling her that yeah, she will love him forever, but is it really worth getting back into something that there is NO guarantee will be any better than the last 6 months. I just told her thay may never be able to forget the hurts they caoused each other..so maybe just appreciate the fact they did have some good times, remember them as well as the bad, and move forward~ Fingers crossed for her still!!

Hope everyone had a great weekend!!

Light and love~

Today was a rather INSANE day..Kati gets this MEAN message from the ex...hes just being an ass...

Things went from mean to downright NASTY in no time flat. Shes in tears...he had hacked into her myspace and her yahoo and changed the passwords so she couldn't get into either of them. (And her myspace is linked to her yahoo account so she couldn't  cancel the acct or even email their people as she needed the password)

She finally got him on the phone, and pretty much begged him, and he just said No"

He evidently had some insane "point " to make. Needless to say Mama got on HER yahoo IM and told him to grow up, quit being a child, give her her info, and move on.,..he got nasty with me..to which I told him to F off and a few other choice phrases! :)

ANyways, now ..shes wavering and and  seems to feel they need to sit and "talk this out"..(god/dess give me strength) I wanna hurt him for hurting my baby girl --OVER and OVER again!!

I pray she finds it in herself to realize it is NOT the best of ideas-no matter HOW sorry he says he is.

*sigh*

Hey guys,

I added a few pics. I FINALLY got Kati to go see puppies with me...Her first words were "Oh my god this is GREAT! WHY didn't I come sooner??" Kati, Momma's really not sure about that one! LOL

love to you all

Hey everyone~

Thought I would pop on, now that things have slowed down a bit...

Kati and I are in a new apartment. Poor baby just went through the breakup from hell. (It was baaaad!) She even says to me..."Mom, can I just sleep in your room tonight?? I need the mom energy"..What am I supposed to do, tell her no? LOL

Have been out to see puppies a bunch..but since its now 115 degrees almost daily, we are going out early in the morning..and only every other week.

Since my last post on the puppies, we have lost quite a few to old age..Arete and Valdez (Leon's favorites). My wolf "mother's" penmate...Mokey, his mother Rocky, and a bunch more. There are a few who probably won't make it through the summer, as they are 16+ and have lived their lives. Pat and Kelly have gotten some new members too...Argos, (who we got to "meet" this past week), Tavia and another Dakota. OH and Tokahei, the one we could not go in with..is showing vast improvements--hes playing catch and tug-of-war with Kelly..so maybe soon?? LOL

As to my surgery issue, My insurance lapsed and so am working to get that back before I follow up on the out-of-network authorization that will get me in with Barrows. FOr now, its pain meds and cane or walker to get around. My daughters friend says she sees a "blue" around me--not necessarily depression, but down.. I responed with "honey..I am in TONS of pain every day--I think being a bit "blue" is understandable"

I think that pretty much covers it...Hope you all are well,....and I have missed you all!

Love to all~